# jml's notebook

Thoughts from Jonathan M. Lange

## 2019-06-14

Personal productivity

A couple of people at work asked me to give a talk on personal productivity.

At first, I felt a crushing weight of dread. I do not feel at all productive personally. I feel massively behind in all of my obligations, and on the days when I have the opportunity to do self-directed work, I am very conscious that no matter what I choose I am letting someone down. Instead of spending my time doing things that need to be done, I spend my time doing other things that need to be done.

Then, on reflection, I have read and thought and experimented with personal productivity a lot. Probably too much. I would have no problems finding enough content to fill a thirty minute talk. The challenge would be one of picking exactly which things to say, and how to structure them for the audience at hand.

What follows is a brain dump of topics I might want to include in such a talk.

Almost none of the ideas are my own, but because I’m not a scholar I’m going to be sloppy in citing sources. Please use your search engine of choice to find the original authors.

• Reliability
• Personally, a lot of the motivation comes trying to follow “Let your ‘yes’ be ‘yes’ and your ‘no’ be ‘no’“.
• Organizations are built on promises of value that are either kept or renegotiated.
• I am an intrinsically unreliable component, so I try to build a reliable system around me.
• GTD
• Core principles
• Capture everything
• Small number of input channels
• “What is the next physical action?”
• Regular review
• Calendar is a ‘hard landscape’
• Don’t have overlapping appointments – what does that even mean?
• Don’t have things on your calendar that you don’t need to go to
• Distinguish between informational calendar events
• Don’t use a thing as a reminder to do something about the thing
• Tabs are the worst!
• Emails are the second-worst
• Deciding “what is the next physical action” is hard and avoiding that hard decision is a lot of the reason we keep emails around and tabs open.
• See Siderea’s “What are programs made out of”
• Inbox Zero essentially GTD applied to email
• Not actually doing everything required by every email every day
• Instead, making a decision about each email and then writing that decision down
• “Inbox” means “Stuff that I haven’t processed yet”
• Not doing this means O(N**2) inbox processing: each email gets re-assessed each time you look at your inbox
• Vocab:
• Next actions: things you can actually do
• Projects: multi-action outcomes that you should review periodically
• Areas of responsibility: project & next-action generators
• Insight: to do a thing you need:
• Time
• Energy
• Things specific to the task (e.g. phone & signal to make a phone call)
• So:
• build systems that let you filter for these
• GTD fails at helping you focus on a small number of things at a time
• GTD is complementary to Seven Habits
• After doing a good GTD “session” I am very unclear on what it is I’ve done and don’t feel very satisfied.
• You can only do one thing at a time
• Deep Work
• You’re not going to get anything valuable done while being constantly interrupted
• Caveat: this is literally parenting, which is actually pretty valuable.
• Block out chunks of time
• Super-linear relationship between contiguous minutes and output, probably sub-linear after 4h?
• Remove every app that you check, or has a thumb-pull action from your phone:
• Email
• Slack
• You know you’re done when you start taking your phone out of your pocket because you’re bored, and then realise that the only thing to do is learn a language.
• Set up two-factor auth, then log out of every social media site
• Four types
• Physical: eat well, exercise, take breaks, get sleep, get sunshine
• Emotional: quadrant (high & low energy; negative or positive)
• Mental: distractions; attention
• Spiritual: alignment of what you’re doing with what you value
• If you don’t have energy to do stuff, then it doesn’t matter how good your todo list is
• Productive procrastination
• There will always be things that you need to do that you don’t want to do
• It’s probably worth practicing some kind of mindfulness to work through this, but I’m terrible at that.
• Instead, I do something else that really ought to be done. It’s way better than Facebook.
• Kanban
• My firm belief is that the real secret to productivity is having a small number of things “on the go”
• Most of the stuff we do isn’t valuable until it’s actually finished
• What matters isn’t business, or how much we do in a given day. What matters is how much finish.
• However I am colossally bad at this.
• Seven Habits
• Circle of influence vs circle of concern
• Begin with the end in mind
• Sharpen the saw
• Very useful to do this as productive procrastination
• Reflection
• Writing down why something is important actually helps
• I’m also bad at this
• Writing down what you’ve done in terms that are meaningful to you (or your boss or a loved one) helps build a sense of achievement (which I sorely need) and stimulates useful thinking about the future
• If you don’t get some kind of distance / perspective, you are going to be very productive at the wrong thing. You’ll also burn out.
• You are not a machine
• Go for a walk
• Unplug from computer, phone, keyboard and just take pen & paper
• Talk to someone!

That’s enough for a first pass. I think there’s probably two or three talks in that.

## 2019-06-11

DAGs

I find myself wanting to visualise a DAG.

I have quite a few concurrent projects at work. Many of these relate to each other, but many stand alone. Some dependencies are hard, but most are soft. Completing project X will make project Y easier. Project Z can be taken almost to completion but not actually finished until Project A gets signed off.

“Normally”, I’d put all these on a whiteboard and muck around until I was satisfied. Unfortunately:

• I don’t have a whiteboard near my desk
• Meeting rooms are very difficult to come by
• Some of the projects I’m working on are confidential

I think I’ll get a few sheets of A3 paper and muck around at my desk, perhaps with some Post-It notes.

However, if that doesn’t work, I’d like to use graphviz. Writing DOT files is easy, even if the output isn’t visually appealing.

I am perplexed as to why DOT files aren’t more semantic. I’d like to write:

digraph G {

A [class = "management data-eng"];
B [class = "data-eng hiring in-progress"];

A -> B [class = "soft"];
}


That is, I’d like to specify classes for nodes and edges, much as one does with HTML, and then to have a separate stylesheet to decide what each one looks like.

I don’t want to do this so I can outsource to a graphic designer (although that would be nice), I want this so I don’t have to make decisions about visuals when I am really trying to make decisions about project structure.

I barely restrained myself from attempting such a thing this morning. If anyone knows of something like this that already exists, please let me know.

## 2019-06-10

### Turn The Ship Around!

Excellent book on management. I ignored this for years out of a mistaken preconception of American military leadership style, and so I guess my prolonged ignorance is a fair reward for my prejudice.

### The Age of Surveillance Capitalism

Really long academic book. Maybe the most important book of our time.

I want someone else to read it so I can develop my thoughts better.

### Swordheart

Loads of fun. Turns out I like romance.

### Tiamat’s Wrath

I continue to enjoy the Expanse. Daniel Abraham is one of the smartest writers in the genre.

### Others

• Oh Crap! Potty Training
• Wintersmith
• I Shall Wear Midnight
• The Shepherd’s Crown

## 2019-04-30

Ramblings while unwell

I’m off sick for the second day this week, after also being unwell on Sunday.

I feel a weird, borderline sense of maybe I’m well enough to go about with normal activities, but then when I try everything is a massive struggle. It’s hard to say whether this is a physical problem, a mental problem, or a failure of character. There are definite physical symptoms, but Jolie’s basically got the same things and she’s soldiering on.

I had the same kind of illness in March and early April. I’m worried it’s a persistent thing.

Currently sitting in a cafe with a reasonable view of the sunshine, as it seems a healthier thing than moping at home.

I’m also a bit short on entertainment. My normal way of entertaining myself when I have free time during the day is to write code, do a crossword, or, if I’m really low on energy, play video games. I am really low on energy, but the video game I’ve got to hand is Dishonored 2. It wouldn’t be so bad, except I’m on a level that requires a ridiculous amount of problem solving and that’s way too much like work.

I could maybe do some coding where nothing hangs in the balance, where the consequences don’t matter, but I’ve got so much on my plate that that feels like a stupid idea.

I tried going to the gym, but I ended up sitting on a chair in my gym clothes staring at the door for what turned out to be an hour.

Sleep eluded me yesterday, even though I spent many hours lying in bed. I’m a little bit wary of repeating the experience.

I guess I’m whinging. Maybe writing this down will help me next time it happens.

I’m going to go home and try to read by the river.

## 2019-04-24

Renaming things is hard

It’s often commented that naming things is hard. That’s true. A good name succinctly captures the essential details of a thing in a way that distinguishes it from all other things and that is instantly recognizable to many.

But that’s not so much of problem.

The real problem is that renaming things is hard. A name is a reference that is used everywhere, by beings and programs outside your control and outside your knowledge. When you change something’s name, you have to find everything that refers to it and change them. This is a lot of work and not always possible.

Because renaming things is hard, and we all know that renaming things is hard, we try really hard to get names right the first time. This is commendable, but it also makes naming things feel harder.

Worse still, the point when we name a thing is often when we know the least about it. Before the blank file comes the blank filename prompt.

I don’t know what we can do about this, other than build better tools to make renaming things easier. But if you’re in a position to be doing that, you should probably be giving me advice.

## 2019-04-06

Some quick reflections on things I’ve read recently.

### Terry Pratchett

Work has been quite stressful recently. I’ve not been feeling well physically, and I have had to time off for my own health and separately to do childcare. This has meant less time to do work, which means getting behind on my workload, which means more stress. Ugh.

In the wake of this, I’ve been looking for comfort reading, and there are few things more comfortable than Terry Pratchett on top form.

• Wee Free Men
• Monstrous Regiment
• A Hat Full of Sky

It’s the first time I’ve read of any of these. I liked all of them, but I liked the Tiffany Aching books more than Monstrous Regiment. They feel like maybe Pratchett is making a special effort to do it right.

We got Wee Free Men for my niece a couple of years ago, and I’m glad we did.

### Nemesis, Agatha Christie

Keeping up with the theme of comfort reading, I’ve dipped into our Agatha Christie collection at home. I’ve read a few Christies, and didn’t much like the last one I read, but I was assured by Jolie that the Miss Marple stories are all pretty good.

Nemesis is lots of fun, and I imagine is almost prototypical Marple. She wanders around being old and inquisitive and humble and accidentally solves a mystery that she’s been asked to solve by a dead man.

### T. Kingfisher

DRMacIver recommended the Clocktaur War books to me. I had intended to read them while on holiday, but accidentally read through the two books in no time at all.

In premise, the books are a little like a D&D campaign: a diverse group is drawn together and compelled to go on a quest. In this regard, there’s not a whole lot of novelty.

What makes these books great are the two point of view characters, and the clear love the author has for both of them. Each page is a delight, and the books are almost impossible to put down.

### The Raven Tower, Ann Leckie

Ann Leckie can do no wrong.

I’ve been looking forward to this, her first fantasy book, for months, and now that I’ve read it, my only complaint is that it’s too short.

If you’ve read the Ancillary Justice books, you’ll recognise some themes in common. Like them, Raven Tower has a point-of-view character with a fundamentally alien perspective. And like all her published works, she engages with non-traditional gender.

I think I’d like to read this one again.

## 2019-04-06

# Review: 100 Ways to Improve Your Writing

Highly recommend this book to everyone.

I didn’t buy this book for me. I bought it for an acquaintance who writes badly, and thought the least I could do is read it before I smack them over the head with it. I’m glad I did.

100 Ways to Improve Your Writing is a short, punchy book with lots of excellent, practical advice about how to write better. Unlike Elements of Style, it is not patronizing and not over-prescriptive.

Although many of the examples are focused on journalistic writing, Provost is keen to frame writing in the broadest possible context. Writing is a way of getting what you want, and you are more likely to get what you want if you write well.

Each chapter focuses on a theme, like “Six Ways to Avoid Punctuation Errors” or “Twelve Ways to Avoid Making Your Reader Hate You”. Each “way” is short, and comes with concrete examples.

I suspect the best way to use this book is to pick one tip to work on and engage in some deliberate practice. I certainly would like to do so.

I have been reminded that I always have something to learn. More than that, that believing I already know it all is a great way to learn nothing, and conversely, that believing I have something to learn is a great way to learn more.

## 2019-04-02

Review: Measure What Matters

John Doerr helped make Google. He was at one of the VCs that invested in Google, and he taught Larry and Sergey about OKRs. In Measure What Matters, he has packaged his hard-won expertise in popular business book format, replete with football metaphors, informal case studies, and inspiring quotes from titans of industry.

As it goes, it’s not awful. The book aims to introduce the reader to the idea of OKRs, to convince them of their utility, and to inspire them to go forth and set OKRs themselves. None of these mattered to me.

I did not need to be introduced to OKRs, as I was already familiar with them from my time at Google. In any case, the idea is very simple: pick a small number of things that you want to do, decide how to measure those things, then do them.

I didn’t need to be convinced or inspired, either. Memrise is already using OKRs, and although we’re still figuring out how to actually do that, we’re committed to the concept. Personally, I am one hundred percent into having a small number of measurable things to focus on. What I desperately need is help in doing so: how do you set good OKRs? how do you avoid them becoming a todo list? how should a team’s OKRs relate to the rest of the organization? how do you come up with good metrics for things that are hard to measure?

Measure What Matters helps a little with these, but it’s so slow. The book is four times longer than it needs to be. Every second chapter is a detailed, real world case study written by an implementer of OKRs. They are all very impressive, but largely pointless if you already want to do OKRs.

As I was reading it, I often thought that Doerr wrote the book merely to check a box: he is the OKR guy, there is much interest in OKRs, therefore he must write the OKR book. Reflecting now, I think he actually wrote it as an evangelistic tract to spread the good news of OKRs to American managers. If so, I’m not fit to judge it.

The book has two halves. The second half is not about OKRs at all, but rather about a performance management system that works very well with OKRs. I skipped this entirely, as I was already bored by the book and because that’s a problem I don’t have to worry about right now.

If you’re like me, I suggest you use the OKR guide on re:Work instead.

## 2019-03-01

I started the year with the intention to do a post for each book I finished reading. I can pretty honestly say I don’t have the time or energy to do that reliably just now.

However, I would like to do quick run down of the things I’ve read since my last update (whenever that was).

### Zero Trust Networks, Evan Gilman

This is a write-up of the ideas of the BeyondCorp paper. I got this while I was still VP at Weavework, in the hope of using the ideas to set our IT strategy. I was never planning to do everything in it, but I thought that maybe there would be three or four small things we could do to get our security story under control.

Regrettably, the book is a long, dry textbook with little focus on implementation. It goes long on the theory, and has a lot of well considered notes on architecture and trade-offs, but very little for anyone who doesn’t believe in firewalls or VPNs but wants to make their system a little more secure.

If I’d had a team of three or four people to throw at the problem, maybe it would have been more interesting.

### Wyntertide, Andrew Caldecott

This is the sequel to Rotherweird. It’s very much like its predecessor, with riddles and a labyrinthine plot and an excessive love of Englishness. I heartily enjoyed it and am looking forward to the third installment being out next year.

### Early Riser, Jasper Fforde

It’s been so long since I’ve read something from Jasper Fforde. This one is delightful. It’s very much in the same vein as Shades of Grey, but that’s no bad thing.

It’s set in an alternate Wales where most humans hibernate through the winter. He spends the first quarter of the book setting things up for one dreadful pun, but that’s why we love him.

### The Bullet Journal Method, Ryder Carroll

Memrise has a culture of not taking laptops into meetings. This means my normal Google Docs / OmniFocus-driven approach doesn’t work, and I need to get my note taking act in gear.

I bought this book because I’d heard good things about Bullet Journaling and wanted to read something away from the screen.

It’s a pretty frustrating combination of good advice awd what I can only interpret as self-important Silicon Valley wankery. I can tell that Carroll has read a lot of the same books as me, as he puts forward a lot of ideas that I’ve seen more convincingly articulated elsewhere.

I’m more or less actively bullet journaling now. I’d like to follow up with a post on how that’s working out for me.

### Among Others, Jo Walton

David recommended this one to me, and I was desperate for some decent fiction to read. It’s not bad. I found it extremely moreish while reading it, but when I put it down I had little desire to pick it up again. I think that’s because while there are a lot of cool things going on, it’s kind of weak on plot.

Also, without wanting to give too much away, I found certain aspects of the narrator’s family life and her state of mind to make me very uncomfortable.

I’ve not read any Jo Walton before, and I have no idea of how representative it is.

### The Life-Changing Magic of Tidying, Marie Kondo

I just moved house, and am ashamed of how much junk we have. I bought this because someone mentioned Kondo at work and I wanted something to help me with clearing out the junk.

I would very much like to write a standalone post about Kondo, but I doubt I’ll get the chance.

Broadly, she has a lot of good ideas in here mixed with a lot of woo. She’s almost certainly right about what things to do when tidying up, and almost certainly wrong about the kinds of feelings my socks have.

### Spark Joy, Marie Kondo

As above. More practical. Less woo. Still talks to her clothes.

### Magpie Murders, Anthony Horowitz

This is a fun murder mystery within a murder mystery. I’m not in love with it, but almost perfectly fits the bill of holiday reading.

### Ghost Trees, Bob Gilbert

This is a lovely about the trees that are no longer in London. The author is a vicar’s husband in the parish of Poplar, and starts by observing that there are no poplar trees in the parish.

It’s extremely well written and highly discursive. He talks about foxes and real estate development and old English rituals and how ash trees reproduce and urban legends. In some ways, it was like taking a walk through a forest with Brewer’s Dictionary of Phrase and Fable as a guidebook.

Reading it made me more aware of and more grateful for the plant and animal life that thrives in the city. My only wish is that it had more pictures, so I could identify more of the trees here. I think it’s telling that the bit that most connected with me was about the Australian gum tree that has now made its way to England. I know gum trees, having grown up with them all around me. I don’t know ash or elm or willow or birch or hazel or oak. To me, they are trees that show up in books, as real as mellorn and just as easily glossed over. I was hoping that Ghost Trees would help me connect more to the trees of my adopted country.

Anyway, that’s the update. Lots of good times reading books, it turns out.

## 2019-02-21

Blogging from my work laptop

New job at Memrise is great. Although there’s a lot to do, and a bunch of genuine challenges, the overall environment is very healthy and supportive, and the culture is one of trust, learning, candour, and gumption.

I’ve finally grabbed a few moments to do some tweaks to my work laptop (e.g. set up kubernetes bash completion). You can check these out here: http://github.com/jml/dotfiles

Also, I think I’ve set it up so I can write to my notebook. This is actually a test post.

## 2019-01-04

Sidenotes support

I’ve finally got around to implementing sidenotes support for this blogThis is an example of a sidenote..

My first approach was to copy and paste footnotes extension that comes with markdown, and then modify it to suit. Unfortunately, this reached a dead end fairly quickly. I found the module to complex to be able to pare it down to what I needed.

In particular, the extension has a strangely complex way of dealing with multiple references to the same footnote. This isn’t a feature that I intend to use, and even if I do, I’d implement it quite differently.

So, in the end, I started a new extension that’s heavily inspired by the original, re-using it’s Markdown syntax parsers for identifying sidenote definitions and replacing sidenote references.

It could probably be made nicer, but it works enough for now. I haven’t implemented margin notes, as I can’t be bothered thinking of a Markdown syntax for them, and I have no real desire for them anyway.

One nice side effect of this change is that it fixes the problem where footnote links weren’t working on the main index page. There aren’t links any more, so they can’t link to the wrong place.

If you want to use this sidenotes extension, be sure to add a counter-reset: sidenote-counter to your h2 styles.

## 2019-01-02

Review: Rotherweird

Fun, imaginative urban fantasy fiction. Extremely English, in a good way, harking back to Miss Marple and cobblestones without being crypto-fascist. Strongly influenced by Gormenghast, but without being pretentious or modernist. I found it slightly tricky to keep track of characters and clues. Looking forward to reading Wyntertide.

## 2019-01-02

Notes: Peak

ItamarAn earlier version of this post also said “David”, but that’s not true, I think, has been recommending Peak by Anders Ericsson and Robert Pool for some time now. It’s very much worth the read.

The book is largely about deliberate practice, something that Cal Newport goes on about in his book So Good They Can’t Ignore You. The rough thesis is that spending time doing something generally won’t make you better at it. If you want to get better at something, you need to practice deliberately.

This is set against several myths:

1. There’s such a thing as “natural talent”
2. There is a hard, intrinsic limit to your potential
3. If you do something long enough, you are bound to get better at it
4. If you try hard enough, you’ll get better
5. If you learn the right facts, you’ll get better

All of these are bunk. Instead, if you want to get better at something, you need to practice (more) in the right way. This is true of pretty much everything you can think of.

The authors distinguish between two types of good practice: purposeful (good) and deliberate (best).

Purposeful practice

• has well-defined goals
• is focused (i.e. you give practice your full attention)
• involves feedback, both
• what you need to improve
• how close you are to achieving your goals
• pushes past your comfort zone
• is usually solitary

The goals are supposed to be micro-goals aimed at addressing specific weaknesses you are trying to improve. So, if you want to get better at sight singing, you might aim to sing descending fourth intervals correctly three times in a row, or something like that.

Because you need to focus and push past your comfort boundaries, practice should rarely go longer than an hour. Get plenty of sleep, too.

It’s also not fun. One of the wonderful insights in the book is that approximately no one enjoys practice. Sir Simon Keenlyside enjoys singing practice just as much as I do.

Deliberate practice is purposeful practice that is also informed. This means,

• there are objective criteria for superior performance
• you have a teacher who provides practice activities

This means you can do deliberate practice for things like chess, singing, powerlifting, or rote memorization, but probably not for things like management, software engineeringBut you probably could for whiteboard programming challenges or writing fast code, or gardening. Taskmaster challenges in the Spider-Man PS4 game can probably be deliberately practiced, as there is surely enough advice on the internet to act as a teacher.

The reason for the distinction comes down to mental representations. Simplistically, what makes experts expert are their superior mental representations of the field. It’s the almost limitless adaptability of the brain that allows humans to acquire amazing abilities.

If you have the “highly developed, broadly accepted training methods” that generally accompany fields with objective criteria and teachers, then you can build your mental representations brick by brick, avoiding dead ends or relearning things. Essentially, there’s a known skill tree for violin, but not for management.

One thing that struck me is the ratio between practice and performance. A professional cellist or quarterback spends vastly more time practicing than performing. On the other hand, at work, I’m more or less expected to spend my entire time performing. The evidence for doctors is that this only blunts their skills. There’s a little advice on this in Peak, but I think I’ll save it for another post.

Practice is hard, unenjoyable, and expensive. This means motivation matters. Peak reminds us that we don’t suffer from an innate lack of willpower, but instead that motivation is something we can manage. Remove distractions, create incentives, find rewards in the thing itself, rig the game so you can see concrete signs of improvement.

And because it’s hard, unenjoyable, and expensive, you need to be very choosy about what you practice. This is also because time spent practicing is usually time not spent performing.

Oh, and “ten thousand hours” is rubbbish.

I highly recommend this book. I’m intending to seriously apply its principles to my endeavours in 2019.

## 2019-01-02

Review: A Wrinkle in Time

One of the tragedies of my current flat is that I have not organized our books. Normally, I have all the books in their proper place, with a proper system, but for whatever reason our books at home remain unorganized. So, it happens that A Wrinkle in Time has been at my eye level in a place I wait a lot for months now.

After reading So You Want To Be A Wizard, I thought I’d give Wrinkle a try. Jolie has recommended Madeleine L’Engle to me before, and I vaguely recalled there’d been a film of it, and I was in the mood for something that would be entertaining, uplifting and unchallenging.

A Wrinkle in Time was all of these things, but like SYWTBAW it didn’t grab my heart. I’m just too old.

It’s also coming from a place that I find a bit odd. At one point, it’s revealed that all of creation is singing of the glory of the LORD in words that might have been taken from the Psalms, but later Jesus is put on the same level as Beethoven.

I don’t know that I would recommend the book. I think I would suggest to certain young adults as a thing to try.

## 2018-12-19

I’ve been trying to nudge myself away from reading books on my iPad.

The main reason for this is that I want to set a better visual example for my daughter. I love reading, and I want her to see me actually reading books, rather than staring at my tablet.

However, good intentions often founder on the rocky shores of laziness.

Instead of reading from my iPad, I’m now reading more from my Kindle. I definitely prefer this. The Kindle is smaller, lighter, easier to read from, and never ever beeps or buzzes at me. If I want to switch away to some other task, I have to take the very physical action of putting the Kindle down and moving somewhere else. This is good.

The Medici and By the Pricking of my Thumbs were both paperbacks. The old habits came back fairly quickly, and I remembered to take them with me on tube journeys and such. There is definitely something very engrossing and pleasant in reading a real, physical book, even if I didn’t particularly like either one.

The main disadvantage is that paperbacks are much harder to read while eating than a Kindle. My Kindle has a stand, and only needs to be lightly brushed to turn the page. The paperback must be held, forcing me to eat American style. To turn the page, I have to set my fork down and (alas, all too often) wipe my hands.

For the first bit of the Christmas break, I’m going to try to keep reading the paperbacks we have around the house that I haven’t read. Then, we’re off to the US, and I’ll just take my Kindle.

## 2018-12-19

Review: The Medici

Jolie picked this book up during a trip to Florence a couple of years ago. I picked it up again because I happened to notice it on the bookshelf, and thought it would make good fodder for my Microscope game. It’s by Paul Strathern.

The book more or less uses the Medici as a thread to take a journey through the Renaissance and early Baroque eras. In this regard, it works well. Art history is a weak area of mine, and it helped me to have some sort of chronology and political context to hang all those famous names off (all of the ninja turtles make an appearance in this book).

I found the chapters on the Medici popes particularly interesting. I would have naively assumed that the Protestant Reformation would have been at the top of their agenda, but at least as Starthern frames it, they had more important things to do, like marry off nieces and raise armies to defend the papal states. Hindsight is 20/20, eh?

The book is studded with a weird pseudo-Freudian approach to analysing characters. At one point, someone’s homosexuality is attributed to his domineering mother and absent father, and this is a typical sort of analysis within the book. I’m pretty sceptical of the approach, and it’s not defended in the text, and so I am overall far less confident of the rest of his analysis.

I read more in this book about Galileo than I have since I was in primary school. I didn’t realise just how great his achievements were, or that he was the first in Europe to bring quantification to science.

Instead of proper end notes, the book ends with an informal list of sources for each chapter. I think rather than reading the book, one would be better served to read through these notes, and then pick up any reference that catches your fancy.

## 2018-12-19

Review: The Gunpowder War

Warning: not much of a review.

This is the third Temeraire book. I read it. It was pretty good, I guess.

It’s more obvious to me that Novik puts a lot of layers in her books, and I like that.

## 2018-12-19

Rental woes

Attention conservation notice: This is a bit of a moan about problems I’m lucky to have.

Quick timeline:

• We start paying rent on our new flat
• We ask the landlord, via the property manager, for permission to anchor our bookshelves to the walls
• We receive permission from the property manager, on the proviso that we do not use one particular wall
• We install bookshelves
• Months pass
• The landlord visits for some other reason, with our permission
• Weeks pass
• I change a light in our bathroom, accidentally causing an electric fault. I report this the same day.
• Various other electric faults start to appear in the house
• Three weeks later, I email the property manager saying we’re going to find our own electrician
• Next day, we’re told that our property manager was sick, and that they are going to sort it out
• An electrician appears to do a quote, but fixes the problem while he was here
• Next day, we receive an urgent email from our property manager complaining about the bookshelves anchored into the bedroom wall, asking us to immediately remove them, check for hazards, and to restore the wall to its original state. It later transpires that the landlord informed them of this, having noted it on his visit some weeks previous. No reason is given for why it was not urgent then, but urgent now. Also, in future, we are to ask permission for drilling holes!
• We unanchor the bookshelves, check for damage (there’s none), and arrange a quote to get the holes filled in
• Yesterday, I got a quote for filling in the holes, etc. It’s a lot more than I want to pay.

Basically, either the landlord or the property manager screwed up when giving us permission, and is asking us to pay for it.

I don’t understand why this was not urgent and then became urgent. My most charitable explanation is that the landlord simply forgot about it, and then was reminded of it when he received the electrician’s bill.

I’m probably going to push back on this.

## 2018-12-11

Professionalism

Epistemic status: working hypothesis.

My first real job was big on “professionalism”. By this they meant showing up on time, wearing a suit and tie, and never using “use” when “utilise” would do. This soured me on the term.

More recently, I’ve started to value it, particularly in the context of work-life balance.

A friend quoted this to me:

A professional is someone who does their best, even when they don’t feel like it

I’m offline now, so I can’t source the original author or exact phrasing.

I like this idea. To me, it’s much healthier than the sometimes cult-like demands that companies make of their employees: “bring your whole self to work”, “believe in our mission”, “we’re a family”. Instead: show up; work hard; go home; get paid.

Don’t misunderstand me. It’s great to believe in your company’s mission—it makes life much easier for everyone, and can open channels of creativity and energy that wouldn’t be there otherwise. Likewise, if you love and trust your colleagues like family members, then that is a wonderful thing that should be cherished. But these aren’t essential, not even in the long term.

The problems in both approaches become obvious when it comes time to leave employment. Leaving a cult (or a family!) is intrinsically traumatic. It’s hard, and it leaves you broken and needing to recover. It probably only happens when things have become unbearable. Leaving a job should not be like this.

On the other hand, if a true professional sticks to it even when they don’t feel like it, how will they know when it’s time to go? Should they leave only when a better offer comes along? When the business is failing? This framing of the relationship doesn’t provide any answers, but clearly there are times when enough is enough.

There are other things I’d like to explore around the idea of professional duty (especially with respect to security and privacy), but this is enough for now.

## 2018-12-05

Review: So You Want to be a Wizard

I reached out for this book because I was feeling pretty glum, and wanted the solace of some good YA fiction: adventure, hope, nothing too grim, and home in time for tea.

So You Want to be a Wizard provided all of that (a welcome relief!), but isn’t going to stand out as an all time fave. It’s got a kind of heavy handedness that I think I would have appreciated had I read it when I was ten or eleven, but find a bit plodding now.

For example, Nita’s good with plants and Kit’s good with machines. Nita consciously notices this several times, and wonders if those will be their respective specialties. It’s the sort of thing I thought a lot as a thirteen year old (alas, my specialty in wizardry has yet to reveal itself), but as someone in my mid-thirties, I don’t need to be told, and when I am, I want to take Nita gently aside and tell her that “You’re essentially X, and I am essentially Y” thoughts are just not helpful.

Points awarded for a magical, dearly loved city, even if it’s the wrong city. Also for good, no big deal, character diversity.

Nita’s “If” at the end is a very powerful idea that I wish were executed better. I hope the sequels make more of this, but I’m not going to rush to find out.

I think I’ll dip into Madeleine L’Engle next time I want to read YA. Until then, I’ll continue to heartily recommend Diana Wynne Jones, and keep this one as a backstop.

## 2018-12-05

Review: By the Pricking of my Thumbs

Content warning: I talk about dementia without really knowing what I’m talking about.

An Agatha Christie novel featuring Tommy & Tuppence. Would not recommend.

There are quite a few fun moments, but overall it feels like a bit of a mess. It doesn’t just rely on coincidences to get the plot started, but also to keep it moving.

It’s not clear that anyone does any actual sleuthing, and when the mystery is resolved, you’re still not sure why it matters

There’s a possible interesting reading that I’m not willing to develop fully, due to lack of expertise, but will sketch out here.

Senility and dementia are themes that run through the book, and “simplicity” and madness act as sorts of foils. It could be that the confusing plot, the overwhelming levels of details and clues (lampshaded in the book), and the seemingly arbitrary gaps in the narrative are meant to impress upon the reader what it’s like to not trust your own thread of consciousness.

When you get to the end, you discover everything has been resolved but not really how or why. Everyone around you looks happy and content though, so maybe it’s best if you just play along with them to preserve some dignity.

I have no personal experience of dementia, but know through others that it can be deeply troubling for both the sufferer and their loved ones. My apologies if the above is insensitive.

## 2018-12-04

Values

The organizational kind, not the other kind.

I was chatting with someone who worked with me at a previous company that had a lot of great employees. The subject ranged to hiring new people, and the topic of our old corporate values came up.

For reference, these included: reliable; rigorous; precise. The people at that company actually did generally display these virtues, and it would have been very hard to succeed there without them.

Today, I’d say that these are not values I particularly prize, but rather things I find almost necessary. It’s much more difficult for me to work with an unreliable person who communicates in vagaries and regularly leaves gaps in their work or reasoning.

But on the other hand, if I were interviewing a candidate, I’d never say “Wow that person really showed great rigour”.

Another organization I know has “gumption” as a value. That’s something I would prize, as long as it wasn’t confused with beating ones head against a wall.

I wonder if it makes sense to have two sets of values. The first are the necessary ones, without which one cannot succeed. These are likely to be revealed in how people behave already. The second are aspirational, the kind of people we want to be.

## 2018-12-03

Thoughts on Rich Hickey’s “Maybe Not”

Attention conservation notice: interesting to the degree that you care about my opinion about Rich Hickey’s opinion. You need to watch the talk first.

Written up version of a rant on Slack.

I got nerd-sniped into watching Rich Hickey’s “Maybe Not” talk. It’s about an hour long, but can be easily enjoyed at double speed.

The talk is largely about the shortcomings of optional types, like Haskell’s Maybe, and outlines an alternative approach.

Its structure is more implicit than explicit, so it’s hard to respond in a structured way. What follows is a loosely structured set of reactions to it, from my point of view as a fan of both Haskell and Rich Hickey.

It’s not meant to be a formal rebuttal, and I’m not observing scholarly quoting discipline or references. Lots of my opinions could be due to my own lack of understanding. This is my notebook and I’ll do what I want.

tl;dr: I don’t think he understands how to write Haskell programs, nor much about type theory.

### Product types

Hickey says it’s wrong to call Either a sum type, because it’s not commutative or associative. In this, he’s both right and wrong.

He’s right in that Either Int String and Either String Int are different types. But in another sense, he’s completely wrong. The two types are isomorphic.

There are a lot of interesting things one could say about this. For example, elsewhere, Matt Parsons explores the consequences of Either not being associative or commutative in the context of error handling. I’d be really interested to see support for anonymous sum types in Haskell that respected this!

Also, “isomorphic” is always about circumstances—a particular context, a particular point of view—so we could have an interesting conversation about when it’s the right point of view for types, and when it’s not.

### Variance

I think he made a very interesting point about covariance & contravariance, although he didn’t use those words. Instead he spoke of restricting return values and expanding allowed arguments.

But there are interesting questions!

If you have f :: a -> Maybe b, and you figure out a way to write f such that it will never return Nothing, what happens next? What should happen next? Is it right that we change the signature and force all the call sites to update? What other ways might there be to adjust the contract without forcing all callers to adapt instantly?

Hickey dismisses having to update all the call sites out of hand, but maybe there’s more to be explored there.

Similarly with changing arguments to be more generous, e.g. g :: a -> b changing to g :: Maybe a -> b.

I hadn’t thought about it before, but there’s a sense in which a is a subtype of Maybe a.

### How types communicate

Hickey’s jibe at reverse :: [a] -> [a] is what made me think he doesn’t know much about type theory.

He says it doesn’t communicate anything, and that what you want is a spec that says that the return value is derived from the argument.

Roughly, given type reverse :: [a] -> [a], reverse can only do a narrow range of things: - crash - return a constant [a], regardless of input - return a list with the original elements repeated somehowThe original post omitted this option. Thanks to DRMacIver for pointing out the omission. - return a sublist of the input list, possibly reorded, but the new ordering can be based only on positions, not values

That last is exactly what Hickey says that you want a spec to do.

He also says something about how a spec will help you generate tests way better than any type will. I honestly have no idea what he could possibly mean by that.

### Records

Say you have:

data Car = Car { make :: String, model :: Maybe String, year :: Maybe Int }


Hickey contrasts this with a Clojure map, which is heterogeneous. He says that in Clojure maps, the keys are also functions, and implies this is much better than what Haskell does.

But in the above example, make is a function, make :: Car -> String. Thus, I’ve got no idea what his point is.

From this same example, he makes much hay over Maybe Int not really telling you anything about what a year is. He’s right! That’s why most Haskellers would do something like this:

newtype Make = Make String
newtype Model = Model String
newtype Year = Year Int

data Car = Car { make :: Make, model :: Maybe Model, year :: Maybe Year }


which starts to look a lot like the examples in spec.

Put another way, he doesn’t explain why formally describing free-floating attributes is better than formally describing values.

### Specs & selection

This seems like a pretty cool idea if you’re committed to open systems.

I’m going to be cheeky, then I’m going to be charitable.

It looks like he has complected things. He’s constructed himself a problem of “how do I aggregate data and use it as an aggregate when I only need some of it?” How about… you disaggregate it? (I don’t really like using this style, but I just endured an hour of it!)

The Haskell way of saying “I’ve got a function that needs a make and definitely needs a model but doesn’t need a year is this: “

f :: Make -> Model -> whatever


Being more charitable, maybe he actually has a reason for why this isn’t good. If so, it wasn’t made clear to me in the talk.

### nil

The talk opens with Hickey being flippant about Sir Tony’s “billion dollar mistake”. Flippancy is basically not worth responding to.

However, I really would have liked to see him circle back to this opening point. What should we do in the presence of possible nulls? How do specs help?

Unfortunately, to explain what I mean, I have to do the work that he should have done.

Say you have a list of cars as above, and you have to do something with them based on their make & model (e.g. as f above). How do you handle the fact that sometimes they won’t have models?

This isn’t a Haskell problem. If a car is implemented as a map, then sometimes the map won’t have a model.

This is where I struggle, because Haskell’s type notation is really good, and I find it hard not to reach for it. But on the other hand, Hickey hasn’t provided an alternative.

g :: [Car] -> [whatever]
g cars = mapMaybe doTheThing cars
where
doTheThing car = case model car of
Nothing -> Nothing
Just model -> Just (f (make car) model)


That is, if f needs a Make, and you have a value that might not have a Make, you have to do a runtime check to decide whether to call f, and you have to decide what to do when you don’t have a Make.

It would be really interesting if spec let you do something genuinely different.

### Meta

Rich Hickey’s excellent talk Hammock-Driven Development introduced me to Polya, which in turn introduced me to things like varying notation as an explicit problem-solving technique, and the importance of writing down problem statements. In that talk, Hickey strongly emphasised reading about an area before haring off and building a solution.

In that light, it was really discouraging to watch “Maybe Not”, a talk that rambles about a half-defined problem, ignores the literature, and swaps formal notation for put-downs and crummy analogies.

## 2018-11-28

Review: How to Invent Everything

From Ryan North, writer of The Unbeatable Squirrel Girl and probably a bunch of other stuff comes this book pretty squarely aimed at the “Christmas gifts for your know-it-all friends” market.

The book is framed as a manual for a stranded time traveller: the quickest way to repair your broken time machine is to rebuild civilisation from scratch, here’s how to do it. To that end, it comes with instructions on agriculture, medicine, mathematics, material science, the scientific method, and lots more.

I would definitely want this book if I were stranded in the distant past. It’s well researched, and entertainingly written, and it covers a lot of bases.

The book makes much of the fact that we could have invented lots of things much, much earlier than we did. All you need for a hot air balloon (it claims) is a basket, some fabric (silk works great), and a fire. And yet, it took us until the 19th century.

On the other hand, my personal circumstances made reading this book very frustrating, for two reasons.

The first is that I’d just read How to be a Tudor, in which the author speaks not only from research but from personal experience in actually living out Tudor practices. She frequently points out that things are a lot more complicated, precarious, or just plain difficult than they first appear. Lots that might appear simple is actually an advanced skill.

Second is that in doing management, it’s really easy to observe how a bunch of people who know what they are doing somehow fail to achieve the outcome they set out to achieve, with no obvious single root cause and no one worthy of blame. DRMacIver points out that “decision making in large groups of people as the fundamental problem of civilisation”. I’d go one step further and say coordinating groups of people is the fundamental problem of civilisation.

What this meant is that I ended up flipping through the pages going “I bet it’s not as simple as that” and “Yeah, but who do you get to mind the charcoal fire, and who’s bringing them lunch?” There’s a (very cool) tech tree at the back, but there’s no plan for what to get done in your first ninety days, or how many people you’d need to convince.

At a meta level, it’s even more frustrating that there’s no invention or discovery in the field of management that merits inclusion in the book. Logic rates a whole chapter, because it’s amazingly useful, a prerequisite for computers (which in turn are a prerequisite for video games), and because dropping first order predicate logic in a page or two can save two thousand years of wandering in the wilderness. But, with management, it’s entirely possible that we are just as bad at getting a group of people to work together toward a goal as we have ever been.

If you’re not in the same circumstances as I, and haven’t asked “Yes, but how do we actually execute on that?” in the last six months, then you might well enjoy this book.

## 2018-11-27

Assumptions belong in types

I’m writing a piece of highly situated software to log in to a crappy website.

This website asks for three random characters of my password, which I don’t know, because I use a password manager. So, for example, when I log in they might ask for characters 3, 5, and 11 of my password.

I don’t know why they picked “three” as the magic number of characters, and I don’t know whether they are going to change it. But because I’m not writing a general library, and because it gets the job done, I’m going to assume 3.

My first cut of this code stored the three requested positions in a list: [3, 5, 11], and then accessed each element of this list as needed: positions !! 0, positions !! 1, positions !! 2. This is fine.

However, because scraping is a bit of a dark art, and because websites can return different things at times, what happened was that the parsing code could merrily return an empty list of positions, and then the code that used these positions would blow up with Prelude.!!: index too large.

A different post would go on about partial functions. This isn’t that post. For this highly situated software, it’s OK if things blow up because of unhandled cases. The problem is it’s blowing up in the wrong place. The bit that actually failed was the parsing, but that failure only manifested itself in the code that was assuming that there were 3 positions.

The solution is to move the assumption from the code to the type. So we change positions :: [Int] to positions :: (Int, Int, Int). This makes it impossible for the parser to construct a wrong value, which forces the failure into the parser.

In some ways this is just a riff on “make illegal states unrepresentable”. The insight for me is that “illegal” carries connotations of “bad”, “wrong”, “immoral”, whereas the advice holds for “against the (arbitrary) rules” or “out of bounds”. It’s “illegal” in the sense that picking up a football and carrying it toward the goal is illegal—it’s just not what we’re doing here. In this case, there’s nothing wrong about the website asking me for 4 characters of my password (or even all of them!), I’m just assuming that they won’t to save myself some time.

In summary:

• it’s OK to make crappy, specific assumptions that are probably wrong in some general case
• embed these assumptions in your types, so you can’t construct assumption-breaking values

## 2018-11-25

Review: Lies Sleeping, Ben Aaronovitch

Spoiler free.

The latest book in the Rivers of London series. I really enjoyed it. I can increasingly see why people compare the series to the Laundry Files or the Dresden Files, but this, honestly, is vastly better written and better crafted.

I read the ebook, but in my head I heard the voices as read by Kobna Holdbrook-Smith, who reads the audio books and is really very good at it.

For me, one of the highlights of the book was an anti-London rant from a major character. It came as a refreshing change of perspective.

I feel like this one lacked some of the humour and warmth of others in the series. There are good reasons for that, but I missed it nevertheless.

## 2018-11-22

I used to do a quarterly post on my personal blog listing what I’d read that quarter. That fell by the wayside earlier this year, for reasons that I haven’t looked into.

Here’s some stuff I’ve read since my last post:

### Fiction

The Wind’s Twelve Quarters, Ursula K. Le Guin. I bought this just after she died, because I wanted to have a legit copy of The Ones Who Walk Away from Omelas to give to Jolie to read. It’s twelve short stories from various stages of her career, each with a short preface. I hate even attempting to review them, especially since the details have faded. What I remember is her passionate intensity, her heavy (but not heavy-handed) playfulness, and her intimidating intelligence. The stories are universally excellent, but very few are entertaining.

The Flowers of Vashnoi, Lois McMaster Bujold. I love Bujold and will read anything she writes. I didn’t get into this one as much as others. I wonder if she likes Ekaterin?

Uprooted, Naomi Novik. This is charming. Howl’s Moving Castle meets Polish fairytales, or something. I enjoyed it so much I went and bought three volumes of her Temeraire series, which is not quite as good.

The Consuming Fire, John Scalzi. I mostly buy Scalzi’s books to support his blogging habit. This sequel to The Collapsing Empire is fun, light reading that only rarely insults your intelligence.

The Labyrinth Index, Charles Stross. I’ve been reading The Laundry Files for an age, and don’t really know how to stop. This one is probably my favourite of the last three or four.

Temeraire and Throne of Jade, Naomi Novik. Dragons: check. Napoleonic naval fiction: check. Bromance: check. I don’t think I could recommend it strongly if these are not your things.

### Non-fiction

Managing Humans, Michael Lopp. I’ve been trying to get better at being a manager, and I thought I’d revisit the book that got me into this in the first place. I found it very hard going. Lopp definitely has good advice, but so much of it is predicated on assumptions that just don’t hold for me. Also, he is way too brash and confident. These days, I’d recommend The Manager’s Path by Camille Fournier instead.

Accelerate, (too many to list here). This is a review of a bunch of research that shows that lean practices in IT correlate (and sometimes cause!) great outcomes for the business as a whole. If you already believe that, you’re not going to get a huge amount out of this book. I think 80% of the people who talk about it haven’t read it (it’s very dry), and that’s actually OK.

The Internet of Garbage, Sarah Jeong. I have a deep and abiding interest in rubbish. Jeong points out that much of the Internet is garbage and we don’t have systems in place for dealing with it. It’s a very good, short analysis of the problems we’re facing now. I only wish it were longer.

## 2018-11-21

What language to learn?

Thinking about trying to learn a new language.

Here’s the shortlist, with reasons.

• German I learnt a lot in primary school and early high school, and while I’m nowhere near conversant, there’s a lot of stored knowledge in my head. Plus, you meet German speakers everywhere. Downside is that they all have excellent English. I don’t know any German literature that appeals to me, but I’d love to grok Wagner as its sung. I have a German name & heritage, so there’s an extra connection there, but it’s honestly not a strongly felt one.

• French I really like French food and 19th C French novels. It’s Britain’sBut not the UK’s closest neighbour, and as best as I can judge there’s some cultural cachet in being basically conversant. Knowing French is a real advantage in navigating France & Belgium. It’s also the second-most spoken language in my borough, but that mostly that’s by rich bankers who wouldn’t want to speak to me anyway.

• Latin Because I want to cast spells. Also because I think it’s cool, and I read somewhere that learning a highly inflected language is good for English speakers. Downside is no one speaks it, and it’s fundamentally useless.

• Irish I’m Irish! I’d like to know how to pronounce Irish words. Limited utility, and not much in Irish that I particularly want to read.

• Russian Also highly inflected, but spoken by actual people today. Reading Dostoyevksy in the original would be very cool. And it seems that there are many Russian people in London. Has the possibility of opening up a very foreign culture to me. I don’t have much desire to travel in Russia.

• Italian It’s the European country Jolie likes visiting the most, and also her favourite European cuisine, so there’d be plenty of opportunity to practice. Also a great language for listening to the opera, and for singing a couple of bass baritone arias I’d like to tackle some day. It seems fairly easy for English speakers too.

• Mandarin Chinese Because it’s so different and because I’m interested in the history of (pardon the problematic short-hand) civilisations and China is one of the greatest. And Chinese characters look cool. Unfortunately, it’s really hard to learn. I also don’t really know how much is spoken in London compared to Cantonese.

• Polish Lots of people in London speak Polish, and lots of those don’t speak great English. Apparently it’s even harder for native English speakers than Russian.

Honourable mentions for Brazilian Portuguese (I love the sound of it) and Arabic (super widely spoken within London, very hard to learn).

Reading through this, I guess I’d like to learn a language that will

1. help me speak to more people in London
2. be useful in future travels
3. open up new cultures and new ways of looking at the world

Happy to take input from others.

## 2018-11-17

Review: How to be a Tudor

Before I read this book, I spent half a week being regaled by anecdotes from it as J read through it. She couldn’t recommend it enough, and it was a quick read, so I thought “why not?”

Also, it dove-tailed nicely with my ambitions for collaboratively building a history for a medievalish setting for a D&D campaign.

One of our players has stipulated that as far as our history is concerned, ordinary lives matter. That is, our history should not be merely “kings and battles”, but also the day-to-day lives of ordinary folk.

What good fortune to get a book on day-to-day life in Tudor England!

The book starts with waking up from bed, proceeds through chores, breakfast, the working day, dinner, leisure, supper, and then to bed. It talks about cheese making and fashion and how to walk and ribald songs and what pubs were like and the difference between ale and beer. It shows the tricks that poor people used to emulate the fashions of the rich (when it was legal for them to do so!). It’s wonderfully rich and informative.

The author has been described as a “method historian”. She doesn’t just take a recipe for cheese making as written, she actually goes and tries it. Early on in the book, she shares her experiences following the Tudor approach to personal hygiene (frequent linen changes, little to no bathing), and the reactions of her fellow cast & crew (they didn’t notice). Almost everything she brings up from sources, she then enriches with notes on her actual experience of what it’s like to try it.

Two big revelations for me.

First is that, in London, there were probably many skilled woman artisans. They are nearly invisible on the historical record due to their not being allowed to form or join guilds, nor to hold property in their name unless they were widows. A not uncommon thing would be for a widow to set up a business, and then later to perhaps marry a man in a related business, then working together. I’ve known intellectually about women’s contributions being diminished in history, but this was a really interesting concrete example.

Second is the sheer number of things women had to do around the house. While your average bloke spent all his time doing back-breaking ploughing, his wife would have been doing a thousand little and not-so-little things to keep the house going. At a guess, both days would have been exhausting, but the woman’s would have been far more stressful.

The book is also peppered with many contemporary quotes, and wry observations from the author. Her delight in the material shines through, and makes the book a joy to read.

Very highly recommended to anyone who enjoys history, wants some light shone on the worlds of medieval fantasy, or who wants a happy, stimulating, but not challenging non-fiction read.

How to be a Tudor: A Dawn-to-Dusk Guide to Everyday Life, Ruth Goodman

## 2018-11-16

Review: The Feeling of Value

I just finished reading The Feeling of Value by Sharon Hewitt Rawlette.

It was lent to me months ago by Matthias, my boss. It’s a PhD thesis arguing for “moral realism grounded in phenomenal consciousness”. Roughly, that there is an objective (“judgement-independent”) good and evil, and these are found in the experience of pleasantness or unpleasantness. The disgust you feel when eating burnt toast is intrinsically bad.

Rawlette argues for why moral realism is worth pursuing, why pleasure and pain are the sole objective grounds for such, and why this means that we should pursue a hedonistic utilitarian ethic.

This might be damning with faint praise, but for a serious work of philosophy it is very readable. I’m far from a philosopher and was able to follow along once I started to tune into which words and phrases were terms of art. Rawlette often labours the point, making explicit things you should have been able to figure out from the proceeding sentences. This is a very good thing. It is a complicated, subtle topic, and the extra help is an encouragement. It’s like having an expert looking over your shoulder saying “Yep, you got that right”.

Overall, I find her argument very plausible. While I would not call myself a utilitarian, it’s a very interesting hat to try on every now and then—perhaps especially so in business or management contexts.

One thing that came up time & again for me while reading this book is how much management and business practice more or less assumes a utilitarian perspective without considering its grounding. At a very practical level, engineers ask “how will the benefit for doing this outweigh the cost?” and to do this regularly is considered a mark of a mature engineer. Perhaps a better sign of maturity would be to have a well-informed sense of duty that shortcuts the expensive evaluation process altogether.

I think we (engineers) also discount the pain experienced by our end users when they encounter fiddly or slow user interfaces. We justify this to ourselves as a business decision—“trade-offs!”—and don’t consider that it’s also an ethical decision.

The book doesn’t talk about either of these things. Instead, it’s a solid, rigorous work on ethics that’s approachable by someone who’s not a philosopher and hasn’t done much reading on the subject. I’d recommend it to anyone interested in ethics, or who wants to sound clever at dinner parties.

## 2018-11-16

Making history

My old D&D group from Hobart is re-forming for one week next year. We’ve done this two or three times before, and it’s been a lot of fun.

Before we meet up to play, and before we make our characters, we are collaboratively building the campaign setting by writing its history, using a game called Microscope.

Microscope is a fascinating game where a group of people sit around a table and build a history. You start from a big idea like “the rise and fall of a draconic empire” and then iteratively fill in the middle bits, jumping backwards and forwards through history as it pleases you.

It seems a little bit like improv, in that there’s no chance for collusion or group consideration before making a play, and that you have to take what the other players do as a given.

The rules are very well written, and to my managerial eye read a lot like a well-planned retrospective, or structured discussion.

They are also heavily biased toward synchronous play around a shared table, so we are adapting things to asynchronous, distributed play. We are currently in the very early stages of that.

As it is, I haven’t actually played a game all the way through—though I’d love to. My hunch is that it will generate an interesting, lumpy, surprising history with some holes in it, which is exactly the sort of history I’m used to in our own timeline.

Looking forward to playing this almost as much as I am to playing the campaign itself.

## 2018-11-15

Cold and flu

A few weeks ago, I got the flu. It sucked. I had one day shivering under my duvet, delirious with fever, and then on seemingly random days the week after that, I’d wake up with absolutely no energy, incapable of doing anything.

Two weeks after that, I got a nasty cold. It sucked. It started with a couple of days of brain fog, then went to the horrible mucusy stage, and is now a lingering cough and headache.

What’s weird to me is how different I felt within myself about my energy levels.

With zero energy flu days, I didn’t mind. “I have no energy. This is just how it is. I am going to sit here, staring.”

With the low energy cold days, I was constantly annoyed at myself. “Just pull yourself together and you’ll be able to at least get these clothes folded. What’s wrong with you?”

My actual capabilities during both illnesses were about the same.

This is actually to test that pushing new posts to GitHub actually publishes them. And also that my Cache-Control headers work.

## 2018-11-15

New beginnings

I want to create a new space where I can write about stuff that I find interesting, without having to think at all about the intended audience.

I want the barrier to posting to be very low, which means it has to be easy for me to write and publish something at a technical level, and also that the quality expectations are fairly low.

I’ve been inspired by DRMacIver’s notebook, which gets a prodigious amount of postings.

There’s going to be a mix of stuff here, running a spectrum of work stuff and personal stuff. I’ll probably also copy David’s “attention conservation notice” and “epistemic status” tricks, more for my own benefit than yoursThis is a test of footnotes..

I expect this will completely replace my old personal blog, Echo and Bounce. I’d like to merge the two, but I just don’t have the time. I still intend to post to my professional blog at jml.io, but the things there will be a bit less raw.